Thoughts of Thinking

So i am guessing that this is not like myspace or facebook where people randomly add/comment you? okay after i have written this post i am going to venture out into the world wide web of lj and comment other people's blogs so that they will comment mine! what goes around comes around right?

So today is officially my last ever day of school- my presentation evening! and we sit there for like three hours listening to speeches watching cute little girls sing really badly, we get presented awards (which i really want the maths psychology and chemistry, but my friend is like the smartest girl in the year and she will get most of them :S) and then there is the presentation of the yr 12s and thats about it! boring huh? Altho i have to say there is a bit of eye candy in the sense of some of the teachers...so that should be alright! I know i know i am naughty!

And then no more school ever, which is kind of strange but you know i suppose i will get used to it. It's just that i find there is nothing to do, if i am not working or going out with friends then i sit at home watching a dvd or n the computer...but i want something to do with my time! of course it has to be something that doesnt cost too much because what with schoolies and everything im not exactly "rich" at the moment!

So just a little rant there to update the non-existant readers of what is happening in my life at the moment! lol now i am off to find some people to read my blog :D Wish me luck!

Sayonara.

Wow ok so i could never guess that i would be back on lj after like 20 minutes after my first post. The truth is i never actually left i was just checking out other people's lj's- which can i just say it is really awkward (for me) to just post a comment on people's entries, don't know why but i feel intrusive (but that shouldn't stop you from commenting me now :D wow i am a sucker for feedback).

Ok so my boy troubles....well first off, this boy is a year younger than me- which isn't all that uncommon i know but when you are 18 and you like a guy who is only 17 and next year i will be in first year uni and he will still be in school...it is slightly weird. But apart from that he was really nice and hot! but when i met him at a party a few nights ago...we didnt hook up or anything and we didnt exchange numbers (which i am kicking myself about!) and now i dont know what to do!!

I (stalked) facebook and myspace and i found him there but...i mean is it just weird if i add him? what if he didnt actually like me and i make a fool of myself? You would think that if he actually did like me then HE would add me...so does that meen my feelings are one-sided? Argh this is so confusing and i need help! Someone tell me what to do!

Aloha.

So i have made myself a live journal. To any people out there who may stumble across this in the off chance that they may see it as interesting enough to read i suppose i had better tell you a little about myself. I am 18, i have just finished Year 12 (thank the lord- no disrespect intended) in Melbourne (which is the capital of Victoria a state in Australia for all of you who either have never been to Australia or have been and never made it down south) at a private girls school- which wasn't as bad as expected despite there being no boys!

I have the most amazing group of friends which i will probably tell you more about (if you read this...if there is actually a you) as i post more entries. We have our problems but i love them to bits. My family, well i have a younger brother (a curse as all you older siblings would know) a mum and a dad who are pretty relaxed and good to me.

Anyway, i have created a live journal...for what purpose? That i cannot be sure of yet. It began because i was bored and thought i might become a newer version of Julia Allison (which is hard considering i live somewhere half the world has never heard of) and i was interested to see if some people might be interested in my thoughts. Dont hesitate to tell me i am stupid or my life is uninteresting...i am sure it is but for those who do come to this page...please leave a comment!

Ciao for now.